I'm feeling a bit better about myself, thanks to my lovely girlies emily, for talking me off the ledge, lola, for coming over and sitting me down and having an intense but civil conversation with me (she's still pissed at the way I handled things, as she has a right to be, but she understands better where I was coming from), and rachel cz, for ( Read more... )

I'm reaaaally antsy right now, but I don't feel like dealing with it until I'm sure I'm thinking clearly. in the meantime, have some ( pictures. )

are giving me an insane headache that won't go away no matter how much zyrtec and claritin D I take. and I'm pmsing. while individually not that big of a deal, these circumstances have combined to lay me into a pretty eh mood for the past few days. I perked up for a bit yesterday, obviously, but I never got another call. oh well though, we're ( Read more... )

he's off to the farm today. it's over in riverhead which is not too far but he's going to be there for like 8 months. lola is upset, needless to say. I'm going to miss him so hard. it's just going to be me and her in the house now. who will be there to interject unnecessary screaming into our conversations? who will be there to make fun of me for ( Read more... )

and lola's eighteenth birthday, officially. instead of out reveling I'm inside doing, shockingly, more homework. ugh, only two days until break ( Read more... )